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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Y

I apologise for not waiting for u. I apologise for that there are two latecomers today for the lab test and made the lecturer asked me to go in for the first shift. I apologise for everything. But wat can i do? Shall i reject the teacher saying :"nono..i dont wanna go in. I need to wait for my fren. Call others." or shall i say "If i dun wait for my fren, she will be so angry"?? Wat should i say?

I noe u called me for 11 times. I didnt pick up coz i was in the midst of the test. Wat could i do? Picked it up and be MArked out by the teacher? Should i do tt so tt u wont be angry? I came out of the test Thinking tt i am so dead. U surely very angry tt i went to the first shift. BINGO!! guessed it rite. U were angry. I Apologised in front of everyone. I HAVE PRIDE TOO OK!?? I ask myself....Its not tt i didnt say sorry. I Said sorry thousand and 1 time but wat attitude u gave me? U didnt even try to look at me!! U didnt even bother!! I SAID sorry infront of everyone....I didnt even care about their weird looks. But tis is the outcome i got. OK...i had enough.

Maybe its bcoz u have Phoebe, Bingyang...YADA yADA...so ...with or without me as a fren doesnt bother...doesnt hurt...I understand. I can....:)
I dunno wats happening, seems lyk u are always angry for a one tiny small tink...Cant believe the Best fren tt i noe has disappeared. Lost in the mist. Cant find her back. U are so different from hu u are. Issit bcoz of stress from the poly life? Or wat?? U can say it out if u are ucomfortable. NO use harping or clinging on such a small matter rite? Maybe u have grown...Maybe u have changed. But i haven. I am still the old piggy u noe frm sec 4.

If u tink me as a best fren is a burden, or u tink u dont feel lyk continue the friendship anymore, juz say one word. And i will end it. But if u wish to continue it, den we shall forget the past and carry on. I really hope i can find the old best fren back.

Hope to get back....:)

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