Friday, October 31, 2008 Y
Did PDPr lesson today n guessed wat? I am goin to be blind in no time....n in addition, i am goin to be in the hospital...so someone plz prepare the ambulance...haha...(JK)
Today, did soldering n the components n board are so small. N when soldering, everyone was lyk "OUCH", "SHIT". HAHA Guess everyone was being burnt by the solderig iron. Pain rite?=(
Anways...came across lots of frens' blog. I guess everyone is blogging nowadays n tis seems to be the "in" thing. Maybe tis is the only place where u can rite ur emotions n feelings in. To share is to give. Anyway..bac to topic. Went to see one of my frens blog n found out tt ...oh my, one of his frens "stead" with the lecturer! Ya..."STEAD" U arent seeing the wrong tink....wats becoming in this world? everytink juz seems so ....un-natural. so FAKE. even a student can hav affair with a lecturer. I juz cant accept n believe it. So, i guess i am the one hu is not into the tink. Juz not open about tt. How can a teacher have affair with his students??tts totally irresponsible!!
--> Found out that my frens life is lyk a drama. so DAMN dramatic. First is his father went china n seems lyk it is goin for an overseas attachment but his mum was lyk tinking he has a mistress there n wanted a divorce. BUT..the interestin part is tt his dad went there to treat his illness n not having a mistress! Wat a BLUNDER!! He didnt want to tell the family worrying that they might be worried for him. 伟大 rite?? So i guess tis teaches us not to jump into conclusions n end up regretting.
Another of my frens' blog:
--> i Noe. Its really not fun tis sem. Everyone seems to have their own frens. Sometimes i keep thinking, if we can go back to the first sem, issit better? I tink tts the time we had lots of fun. For this sem, although we seem very close, bt our hearts are so far apart. Seems lyk something is pulling us apart. Issit that u are too dependent to someone? Or issit me hu cant put down the frens beside me?
Sorry if i got u neglected. Sorry if we couldnt go back to the first year. But i promise, i will never put ur name in my strangers list. U will always be my good fren!!!=)
Anyway, ur sick is getting worse. So remember to take care of urself!! I bet there is someone hu is taking care of u too....(hee...cant say hu...its a secret...bt i guess u noe hu). So dun let the person worry wors. N drink lots of water. N remember, no matter how we drift, we are still Frens 4Eva!!=D
Ok..tts the end of wat i read in the blogs.=)
Anway, now watching a video call "Gossip Girls". I bet those hu loves watching videos will noe wats tis show abt.
The three Hansome guy lead in Gossip girls
Its seriously a nice show to catch. Pretty gals n Handsome guys in it.. so ppl Catch it NOW n u wont regret watching it!!=D
Tts the end of my sharing today..see ya tml...(n ya..having a committee tink tml...quite tiring really...bt oh well, life has to go on rite? haha)
Love is an endless mystery
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1:00 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008 Y
Another day at IS class...Today our teacher(Richard) didnt come for class to teach us. Seems lyk he had something urgent going on. So, the class is taken by another teacher(dunno wats her name)...she is so fun n so interactive with us. The funni tink is, she tout we were from Film & Media course!!!HAHA...when we tld her tt we are from Electronics course, she was surprised n amazed at the same time. Amazed coz we were so "open" about the topics and she didnt teach students frm engineering tt are so "open before. So YA...I oni can say tt we are not wat we seem lyk(WAHAHA). So for those ppl hu despise on engineering students, Pls tink again. We can be as Clever n Interactive as u are.(or maybe better)
Anyway, Back to topic. Today at IS class, learnt about what are the differences between INFATUATION and LOVE.
Do u noe wat is it??Did u ever tink about it? IF it is a NO, let me share with u.....
INFATUATION:
--> Compulsion to be with that person
--> A lack of trust
--> Extreme of emotions
-->Willingness to take abuse(physical or emotional) or behave in destructive ways
LOVE:
--> Mutual FEELING
For me, Infatuation is lyk a short term feeling. Lyk loving at first sight. This kind of feeling doesnt last long. So ppl, IF its infatuation tt u are toking abt, pls...CONSIDER AGAIN. The person might not be the one tt u wanna be with. Its juz an act of rashness. Dun regret the decision of rashness at the end of the day.=D
For couples tt are in love, it is important tt both shld not be tgt lyk a super glue (lyk tgt for 24/7). It is crucial tt both parties must have their own circle of friends. Remember!!!In this world, its not only u n ur partner. Find your girlfrens or buddies to Shop, Play or anything. Its not a must to stick to each other. Tis will only end the relationship earlier.
At the same time, Seeking a partner is important but one must noe how to manage their biological arousal & phychological reactions. Dun do stuffs tt u will regret at the later stage.(u Shld noe wat i mean)
There are many types of love in this world and it consists of three factors. INTIMACY, PASSION and COMMITMENT. Which do u tink its the most impt??
If only one factor is present in the relationship, which will u choose it is?
Types of love : one-night stand, puppy love, parents love, No love in a relationship.
Consummate love is the only love tt has all factors present. So hu doesnt want this kinda love?
I remember teacher asking us, if a guy were to make love to a girl that is a total stranger, what will they do?How will they feel?
So the guys answered: "i will feel bad", "i will have to take up the responsibility". But, how many guys are WILLING to do that nowadays?how many are willing to take up the responsibility of taking care a girl that they totally dun understand or no love is present? I believe oni 4 out of 10(or maybe lesser) will dare. Not tt i am looking down on guys, but this is the fact. Dont u agree?
Ok, to be fair, lets say abt girls. Lets juz say... oni a handful of girls will wish that it was oni a one-night stand. (Although i dun deny there are such "CHEAP" girls.)
Anyway...as usual, we watched a movie today. Its call "When HArry Met Sally". It is quite a nice movie. It can make ppl understand the reasons why a guy & girl cannot be friends forever. It is re
commended to watch!!!HAHA=DOk ..i have shared enough of the things i learnt today. Hope it triggers some of u to tink about it. =D
If u tink its worth reading, den read the post that i will po up next wed. IF there are any comments, questions or answers tt u wanna share for discussion, my TAgboard is always open for u=)
See YA=)
==Piggy==
love is an endless mystery
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8:24 AM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 Y
Music Time!!!=D
This month, 周杰伦 came out wif his new album(魔杰座). Was surprised with the way he presented his musicx...glenda said he was like singing slow songs with raps inside, so u can imagine how he *eat* his words. HAHA=) ANyways, it was very nice as usual. There was this song tt catches my attention at the very first time i heard it. Serious, it is very nice.=D
给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦
雨停下的天空 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺 灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走 分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后 我能承受
在最后的出口 在爱过哪儿才有
*Chorus
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
被淋湿的天空 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走 分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后 我能承受
在最后的出口 在爱过哪儿才有
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我
而暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆
Rap
你说过我不该
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气
可是暂停却算不算放弃
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气 我只有一天回忆
love is an endless mystery
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11:54 AM
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Haiz...today kena virus from my sis(at least i tink its her)..haha=)...Thanks for it ar...
Anyway...its really difficult for me to tok....sore throat...so....seriously very nan shou...=)
Today...having skool till 5...guess wat...its 8am-5pm. Really very sianz. Need to wake up so early, go home so late den can rest. Bt no choice lo. Choose the lesson to be at 8am...so only can blame myself.
OH ya...Happy belated DEEPAVALI to those indian frens....=)
Today...my best fren shared her story about her boyfren and her wif me.
--> Her bf is seriously quite dumb n insensitive. Putting his work n frens at his first priority isnt bad, bt neglecting his gf is really serious. My fren had been comprimising lots of tink juz bcoz of him bt he doesnt seem to be trying to make his gf the important one in his life. Upon hearing tt, i was really angry at first(coz his gf is my best fren) and wanted to ask him abt it. However, I guess...its not really a good idea of toking to him abt tis coz i am the third party in this story. So no matter wat the prob is, Glenda, its up to u to decide...i oni can be a listening ear n to give u advices. The final decision is up to u.
From her relationship, I learnt something. Finding a bf tt has totally diff backgrnd from u is not a good idea AT ALL. N tis is proved wif evidence. So girls n guys out there, rmb to open ur eyes n find.(Although they always say..."LOve is BLIND" but...background, culture n many factors are to be considered before starting a relationship. Maybe ppl will think tt it is so troublesome..."Like then be tgt lo" , tis is wat i used to tink too. Bt for now, i tink otherwise. COnsidering tt in the first place will lessen the pain when it is time to break. =)
Tis few days, frens arnd me are so fortunate. lyk Glenda, she has a bf tt loves her more than she does. (TTs wat i tink) n Singya, to have so many admirers before ending the previous relationship. (Still hesitating)
For me, after ending the first relationship, it became fear in me. Fear tt i wont lyk the person lyk how much i Lyk him in the beginning. SORRY for doin tt, I didnt mean it. Maybe lyking him n understanding him is so diff tt i tout it wld be. OH well...past is alry the past, not to tink abt it anymore.
Now, i can oni put the whole of myself into concentrating of my studies and getting good results for it. Then my wishes will come true.=D
love is an endless mystery
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2:07 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008 Y
My 18th Birthday cake!!
Bought the cake from Secret Recipe...It was a Chocolate Cheese Cake...The cake was really so Cheesy..Until everyone eat one piece den sianz alry..haha=)
But it was really nice!!! Thanks Daddy n Mummy!!!=D
Took a pic wif my sis n Bdae Cake!!! HAHA...=)
NICE candle...took the whole camera to itself...now no one notice me n my sis...haha
(n My dad was preparing the other candle...i couldnt only be 10 yrs old rite???haha)
NICE candle...took the whole camera to itself...now no one notice me n my sis...haha
(n My dad was preparing the other candle...i couldnt only be 10 yrs old rite???haha)
Blew out the candles n cut the cake...
<-- Fruits prepared by my dad...=D(THanks DADDY)
Gifts Time!!!
A birthDay Card from my tian ji ge ge(Froggy...tts wat i always call him...haha)
<-- Wind Chime by Singya n Weibin
A bracelet from Zhu Xi
Its a really nice pic...
Last bt not least....the gift tt i always wanted...a 8GB MP4!!!haha....Wish came true!!!=D
Thanks daddy n mummy for it...!!!Loves ♥♥♥
Everytink juz past so fast...juz lyk tt...my 18th birthday is over(can watch M18 movie..so not so bad..haha)...I dun wanna grow up so fast!!! haha...bt no choice...life still has to go on..=D
Before i end the happy 18...I need to thank ppl hu wish me Happy birthday n for celebrating With me...
★Most importantly...My Family
★Godma N GodpApi
★Most importantly....Xue FEN...haha=D(she forced me to write...=D)
★My aunts n Uncles
★Glenda ( my best fren for wishing me happy birthday on 12AM 26 oCt) [Frens 4Eva!!]
★Singya, Weibin(for treating me such an ex dinner), Wenjie (For celebrating my bDae)
★Zhu Xi
★Froggy
★Tiffy (For reminding me tt I have grown up by one yrs old...Thanks very much ar...)
★Kim Seng
★KelVin
★Yang Yee
★Xi Yue
★Jia Beng
★Yi Xian
★Siti
★Khaz
★YuJun
★Siew Bo
*And Glenda...I am Still waiting for my Bdae gift...u say tt I will cry n feel touched when I see it...Hmmm..Lets see..Really Anxious
Anyways...18th birthday is oveer.....abit sad...Coz 1 yr once nia..haha=)
Oh well...need to go...Jia you!!!=)
love is an endless mystery
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3:30 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008 Y
Happy 18th birthday to me!!!Goin out to celebrate on SUN!!!YAY!!
Although i had juz grow up by one yr old, i am YOUNG forever!!haha(tis is not consoling ok...)
Wishes:
1. Good results for every yr of my poly
2. Get into NTU/NUS
3. Leaving in my heart(if i say...it wont come true...=))
Jia you!! FOr the new yr ahead!!!
Loves!!♥♥♥
love is an endless mystery
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2:59 PM
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I know many people are not encouraged to tink of the past, the history. Even me, I don't tink its a good tink. Bt I juz cant help it. I always tink if I were to believe, were to trust, will the outcome be this? Will we go in separate ways?
For the First year in poly, I cannot stand the days without u. For every minute, I had been thinking of u. After a few months, I heard your news. I was quite disappointed at first. Bt since u found ur happiness, i oni can wish u the best. For the second yr, I met "L"(A nickname tt he gave himself. Although very insulting, bt oh well...)
I never tout we wld go on so fast. Never TOUT. It was rather amazing that my first love wasn't you bt was "L". Nothing to be amazed since we have no fate. Relationships--To me...its a amazing tink. Now i believe "Love Is Blind". SERIOUSLY BELIEVE IT. However, this "First Love" isn't tt of a honour or anything. My best fren(GLENDA) told me that first love is alwas bad. I didnt wan to believe her at first, bt after meeting "L", I finally realised. It isnt tt great for me and it didnt last long too. Its juz a short 2 MTHS. 2MTHS. HAHA
Every of my frens Kept asking me, "why did u break?", "is it he did sth wrong?"
I dunno!!!I seriously dunno. The feeling juz faded for him. Maybe I always compare him with u. U are smart(Its TRUE), Good looking(Not that "L" is not). U are almost perfect for me(ALthough no one is perfect in the world).
Maybe its bcoz of the comparison that make him so small. N one tink...."L" is 191m...its really tall ok...
Anyway, i juz tink tt ending tis relationship isnt a bad idea. So, tts wat i did.It ended. At first, we still tok lyk frens
on msn. However, after the hols, i seiously cant stand looking at him for even one glance. Maybe u tink that i am so Heartless. Bt plz, i cant help it. Maybe its sth lyk "The opp of LOve is HATE". OK, i dont hate him. Maybe dislike. Whatever tt comes out from his mouth, to me, its lyk bullshiting. Cant blame. I am juz treating tis as a lesson LEARNT.(I will always Go thru the fren state b4 deciding whether to be tgt) I didnt cry(tts a surprise) when i said break up.(Maybe...i didnt lyk him at all. I dunno!)
Maybe he is juz not appearing at the right time and place.
CONCLUSION: no fate=)
CUrrently relaxing n enjoyin my time being single.
ANway, i am in the second yr second sem tis yr. N its really tough!!!i Mean it!! I took up a IS(UNDERSTANDING RELATIONSHIP)
Its really COOL! For those who have probs wif relationshiip seriously need to take tt. I have no probs. Bt seems my fren has. She is currently hesitating of breaking up wif her bf. Its quite a difficult decision to make coz they really threw away lots of ego and cross lots of obstacles(heart or...) to be tgt. So who noes wat the outcome will be?? We can oni wait....wait ....wait for her decision. For me, i tink....maybe breaking up isnt the wrong choice since this relationship isnt goin to work out.
If u dont end it, its goin to end up hurting the guy n urself(maybe). Elaborating her relationship can really take up one or two pages of paper. (see how long)
*WOW!!To tink tis is my first post...haha...really had great fun writing. SEE YA=)
Love is an endless mystery
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