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Sunday, October 26, 2008 Y

I know many people are not encouraged to tink of the past, the history. Even me, I don't tink its a good tink. Bt I juz cant help it. I always tink if I were to believe, were to trust, will the outcome be this? Will we go in separate ways?

For the First year in poly, I cannot stand the days without u. For every minute, I had been thinking of u. After a few months, I heard your news. I was quite disappointed at first. Bt since u found ur happiness, i oni can wish u the best. For the second yr, I met "L"(A nickname tt he gave himself. Although very insulting, bt oh well...)
I never tout we wld go on so fast. Never TOUT. It was rather amazing that my first love wasn't you bt was "L". Nothing to be amazed since we have no fate. Relationships--To me...its a amazing tink. Now i believe "Love Is Blind". SERIOUSLY BELIEVE IT. However, this "First Love" isn't tt of a honour or anything. My best fren(GLENDA) told me that first love is alwas bad. I didnt wan to believe her at first, bt after meeting "L", I finally realised. It isnt tt great for me and it didnt last long too. Its juz a short 2 MTHS. 2MTHS. HAHA

Every of my frens Kept asking me, "why did u break?", "is it he did sth wrong?"
I dunno!!!I seriously dunno. The feeling juz faded for him. Maybe I always compare him with u. U are smart(Its TRUE), Good looking(Not that "L" is not). U are almost perfect for me(ALthough no one is perfect in the world).
Maybe its bcoz of the comparison that make him so small. N one tink...."L" is 191m...its really tall ok...
Anyway, i juz tink tt ending tis relationship isnt a bad idea. So, tts wat i did.It ended. At first, we still tok lyk frens
on msn. However, after the hols, i seiously cant stand looking at him for even one glance. Maybe u tink that i am so Heartless. Bt plz, i cant help it. Maybe its sth lyk "The opp of LOve is HATE". OK, i dont hate him. Maybe dislike. Whatever tt comes out from his mouth, to me, its lyk bullshiting. Cant blame. I am juz treating tis as a lesson LEARNT.(I will always Go thru the fren state b4 deciding whether to be tgt) I didnt cry(tts a surprise) when i said break up.(Maybe...i didnt lyk him at all. I dunno!)
Maybe he is juz not appearing at the right time and place.
CONCLUSION: no fate=)
CUrrently relaxing n enjoyin my time being single.

ANway, i am in the second yr second sem tis yr. N its really tough!!!i Mean it!! I took up a IS(UNDERSTANDING RELATIONSHIP)
Its really COOL! For those who have probs wif relationshiip seriously need to take tt. I have no probs. Bt seems my fren has. She is currently hesitating of breaking up wif her bf. Its quite a difficult decision to make coz they really threw away lots of ego and cross lots of obstacles(heart or...) to be tgt. So who noes wat the outcome will be?? We can oni wait....wait ....wait for her decision. For me, i tink....maybe breaking up isnt the wrong choice since this relationship isnt goin to work out.
If u dont end it, its goin to end up hurting the guy n urself(maybe). Elaborating her relationship can really take up one or two pages of paper. (see how long)

*WOW!!To tink tis is my first post...haha...really had great fun writing. SEE YA=)



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