I rmb i once promised you to update my blog every week, to update you on what is going on in my life. However, after you disappeared without saying goodbye, i had no motivation to continue blogging. I have no idea if you are still visiting my blog, or reading it but i just wanna write this post specially for you. It's already 26Oct. Remembering you going into army is already 2 years ago. Shouldn't you be out yet? My friends always asked me to give it up, no point waiting, he is not going to find you.... But i dunno why, something tells me "i have to wait no matter what". But now, it's stupid, to think that u will do what u promised. I guess it's really time for me to give it up. 2 years is a long period and who knows, you already find another girl that is irresistible and i am still acting like an idiot waiting for you. If u are still reading my blog, i am telling you that i am only gonna wait til dec. After that, i am totally gonna give it up. Give up on how you pictured a perfect guy in my mind, giving up on waiting for you. But if u still remember the promise you made, i am and will be waiting for you to come find me or at least give me an email or something. ANd i changed my hp number, so if anithink, reach me through my email. or better still, write in the cbox:) Tell me if u are still alive. Tell me if u still remember me.:) ... I miss you...alot<3